i saw melanie greet matt as he got out of his car, the shook hands and laughed for a bit beofre they said good bye and i opened the door and walked out to the back porch to greet him.
he just looked up and staired, just staired, he said hi slowly put down his hockey bag and circled me.
you look amazing and im a mess, let me shower ok and don't move ok i'll be right back.
matt came back in jeans and a undershirt drying off his hair with one hand and a camera in the other.
hi, let me take a picture of you.
ok, so i let him , and that's when i noticed his arms, they were muscular and large, his hair was dark and wet and the way he looked at me made me wish i could make me look at me that way everyday.
Gabby
yes
can I hold you tonight I know you have your own room but i love you and really want to hold you
oh shit, was all that i was thinking , and i ended up blurting out
"we're not going to have sex are we because i don't think i'm ready and your really making me nervous"
matt was laughing so hard he just about dropped the camera
look gabby if it happens or if it happens i'll never make or push you ok i just want you beside me tonight ok, and you don't even have to say yes to that.
i breathed a sigh of relief and told him i was really hungry, i'm going to get some mcdonalds beause its late and there's no food in the house, so, i'll be back , we can , eat and yes you can hold me tonight.
matt kissed me on the forehead and watched me walk down the street towards the restaurant
i thought about what melanie said to me and she was right, he would never force me to do anything i didn't want to do, but one thing i liked is the way he looked at me, i couldn't wait to see what else melanie could teach me to win his favour...
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